Current mood:

uncomfortable

is it over yet?

finally, little league is done ruining my life.  at least for the time being.

between monday's game, where i had to stay late for a half hour newscast after the show (and where i spent the morning doing a show that would never air) to yesterday being there late for a meeting, about today's coverage of a welcome home special that also kept me at work late...i just can't deal.

i never skip the gym this much, but getting off at 7:30 when i've been there since 9:15 just is not conducive to exercise.  my mind is drained.

and there is the weird tone, the lull in coversations, the feeling like i'm bothering him with my work talk, when right now it's all that's been in my head...like i need something else to worry about.  but he says he's just tired.  

tired has never sounded like that before, like he doesn't really want to talk to me, like it's a forced thing.  he hasn't even said he's excited to see me this weekend.  

and i know i have a tendency to blow things out of proportion, esp. when i'm stressed about other things, but i can't help but worry, and can't help but wonder there's no way for me to really know.  without asking, which just gets me the answer of being tired.

i'm tired too.